6/28/2020

I love you so much

We had such a good day yesterday. Just spending all the time with you enjoying your company...

Making love twice in one day...

That sweet text you sent me when I was at work...

I love you so much 

06/20/2020

I love you

Tomorrow is Fathers Day and I feel like it's going to be an absolute shit day and I'm trying to prepare myself for that. Your ex has decided that since you didn't want to leave me and go back to her (after she divorced you) that she was going to withhold visitation until you were back up on your child support. 

Everyone insists on pointing this out to you as being technically illegal but you don't want to start a fight about it. You just want to get back in good standing and then pounce when she doesn't suspect it. I just wish that it wasn't going to suck so much for you not being able to see and talk to your boys in the meantime. And one day I will kick her ass. I will risk your anger if it means finally putting her in her place

06/17/2020

Hello my love

    We had an interesting day today. Got a lot done despite having a pretty shitty morning. Your mother was being your mother. You sister sent me a friend request for some reason. We had a nice morning working UBER and then went to Scottsdale to meet up with your friend and go to the dispo. I'm at work now after all of that and super tired. Miss you bunches. 💜

06/14/2020

Hello again dear.

You dropped me off to work today. So it's really only been about 20 minutes since I saw your face for the last time but it's safe to say that I already miss you a bunch. Being around you just has a way of making me feel secure and I love that about you. I really appreciate the fact that you acknowledge it and don't take it the wrong way by saying I'm being clingy at least. 

That's something I never understood about some people. If you are so against displays of affection to the point where you would call your significant other "clingy" for putting a voice to certain feelings they happen to have for you, why on earth would you get into a relationship with anyone? It's obvious to me that they aren't cut out for it because they reject simple affection in most of its more physical forms. 

Anyway, I love you. I miss you. Can't wait to see you in the morning when you come to pick me up 💜

06/13/2020

Hello, my love.

    I'm at work writing this right now, almost two hours into a 12 hour shift. You are currently at home watching TV or listening to music. I was thinking about you and this idea came to my mind to start writing to you. Figured I would write here whenever I remember to and just talk about how much I love you, and about my hopes and dreams for the future. 

I also hope that should the worst happen and I'm no longer in your life, you can one day look back on this and smile 💜